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Sleep Deprived (demos)

by Maya Perry

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peppermint gums and yellow teeth driving in a blue car suddenly a weak sense of fear appears it came back to me in a dream changing faces changing bodies there you held my head in between your hands then I was 5 years old again then I was safe and unsafe and something that belongs to a changing body peppermint gums and yellow teeth brush and rinse and then repeat repeat what you said back in bed on top of you between her legs between my legs i imagine the sense the smell and the distant pictures of dreams nightmares, are you listening to the stories she tells like a dogs hidden treasure in the backyard like a bone beneath the dirt beneath the shit pits of sand between green grass digging then covering up the hole digging then covering up the hole digging then covering up the hole
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reliving the past like additives added to a chocolate bar the memory is more than the thought but a pressure for more melting in the sun, melting in your mouth, in my mouth enough the nostalgic thought of something that is no longer surrounding but remaining as an afterthought preservatives are not healthy for you additives are addictive they are not healthy for you the past is the past is the past it's not healthy for you
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It feels like there is a lot of pressure on me to comply with the pressure against my hand Though seemingly I’ve already come to know this action and I am fully equipped and capable of this movement what do you think of when i’m alone in bed eyes closed pillow pressed against for complete darkness the figures are moving within like two blobs of memory touching the inner part of my brain I seek something more then just a swollen pain that comes without a warning like unpackaged wrapping on the floor and within the box something that you had never seen never seemed to order i understand the concept i’m attracted to the form i’m attracted to the foam and to put it quite simply you turn me on
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Electricity 02:22
electricity frightens me isn’t that funny not sure what to make of the mind not sure what to make of the fear but I know it’s 2 AM and we don’t know each other well enough for me to call you to talk about anxieties electricity frightens me isn’t that silly a moment ago we were together skin on skin tangled up like cables connected to the wall connected to the bed the breath is short and quick it’s not the worst night but certainly sleep would have been preferred
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comfortable topics with strangers would include food, weather, and politics, things you’ve seen on the internet comfortable topics with new lovers would include touching and holding and laying in the nude Topics to steer from with strangers would include trauma, childhood memories, and the things you think about when you masterbate topics to steer from with new lovers would include past lovers, past abusers, people of the past the things you’ve let into your body repulsively one night standing in the middle of the street I saw something i wish I hadn’t seen is he looking at me, am I looking at him are we sharing this intimate moment is it mine, is it his, is it ours do I mind, does he mind, that I can see his dick
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Body Heat 03:49
collapse into my breasts heaviness feeling quite sweet tearing down a building body heat and swimming in and out of the sea the water might be to cold Her body may be to warm the fears of vulnerability overcome me I am no longer drowning no longer underwater
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Old Habits 03:39
old habits are like stalkers looking upon the shoulder behind every corner behind every counter like an itch from a bite from a mosquito must scratch must love mustn’t stop old habits are like overfilling bathtubs so simple to turn off the faucet yet so far from reach the water tips out onto the yellow tiles of the bathroom out the door into the living room into the hallway down the stairs, leaking all your thoughts and prayers old habits are like lovers are lovers old habits old lovers that come again perhaps if I were more careful It would hurt less to repeat myself

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released April 5, 2018

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